I think I overreacted a
little bit. I'm not sure a nun is the right image. I don't know what is. But I know that to live fully I need to find the path of self-governance and contentment in a world of temptation, not to avoid the world altogether. Being a nun for three years is ridiculous.
I just need to admit that I don't have a clue how to handle my emotions properly and pour it all out in dependence on God. My rules below hold, except the one about avoiding guy friendships.
Some guys, yes, I will avoid. Most guys, no.