Many thanks to folks who have reassured me that they
are reading my blog, even if they would rather send me a long email instead of posting a little bitty comment. :D *waves to Nate in Cambridge*
In retrospect, that last post was kinda depressing. I didn't mean it to be. I think this attitude towards guy/girl relationships is part of learning contentment. I don't need to be married to do many useful, fun things. In fact, I can dive obsessively into developing talents right now in a way I will most certainly not be able to do some day when I am married. On the other hand, when (or if, I guess) I am someday married, I will be able to give everything to serving a husband and kids in a way I really have no right to do with any man or any kids at this moment.
This is a season - a good season. It has many possibilities that I have only begun to explore. Why focus on the bads? There are plenty of goods to distract me.