I always seem to be typing my blog posts lately in class. This time I am in Economics. Class goes very slowly; I am almost always doing something else. Today I checked my email up to date and maintained records for which EdenTroupe members want/get free tickets this semester. Then I looked at my online banking info. Now, for the last half-hour, I have my blog to sustain me in a wakeful state.

Less than two weeks now until the first play performance. Still many administrative details to pin down. I am very tired, but I would rather be helping Christy on this play than doing anything else this semester. Nevertheless, I am not altogether happy, for many reasons. Is it all right to be content with the way things are and yet to be unhappy sometimes? I think so. Joy and happiness are not the same.

Honesty and openness also have their limits. Why must people be so complicated?

In other random notes, I think I would love to do this Master's program. At any rate, I am applying to it along with my more normal Ph.D. program in American history. You know, I don't want to spend four more years earning a Ph.D. in American history. I want to write books. And I would like to have a family some time. But if that's what God wants me to do, I will do it. I just don't know at this point. I don't know anything. I know absolutely nothing about my future. :P

Oh well.  ¶ 8:23 AM