Life of Pride
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Now my fiction deadline is past and I'm done writing the article for PHS about the HomeschoolALUMNI National Reunion, I've finally begun working on an honor code enforcement mechanism. It's a good thing to be doing, whether or not anyone at PHC decides to use it.
These days I second-guess myself about everything. I don't know where I'll be in a year, or even whether I'm making the right choices to help with the play and to try to ignore student government this semester. I feel like a passenger in my life, looking out the window at the scenery, going wherever the track leads.
A few years ago I suffered under the illusion that I was in control of my life. Decisions seemed so easy to make. Now, quite the opposite. I think it is better this way. I only possessed false security before. Now I walk appropriately, with fear and trembling. :)
These days I second-guess myself about everything. I don't know where I'll be in a year, or even whether I'm making the right choices to help with the play and to try to ignore student government this semester. I feel like a passenger in my life, looking out the window at the scenery, going wherever the track leads.
A few years ago I suffered under the illusion that I was in control of my life. Decisions seemed so easy to make. Now, quite the opposite. I think it is better this way. I only possessed false security before. Now I walk appropriately, with fear and trembling. :)
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Hi, found you via google, gotta love the world wide web :-) cool blog and I can't wait to read your article on the HSA reunion, hope you ankle feels better.
See you round
See you round
Reminds me of that VW commercial: "In the road of life, there are passengers and there are drivers. Drivers wanted." I've never really been convinced about that commercial; I think it's part of the same paradox as free will and sovereignty, as salvation by grace but work it out with fear and trembling. Our culture has a fixation on driving, which is fine as far as it goes, but...there's a time to drive and a time to ride. ::shrug:: Not, of course, that I'm telling you anything new. But I hear you.
And I must say, of all the things I regret from my time at PHC. ignoring student government to focus on the plays is not among them. :-)
And I must say, of all the things I regret from my time at PHC. ignoring student government to focus on the plays is not among them. :-)
Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou for working on the Honor Code Enforcement mechanism! Let me know what you end up with!
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