I am breaking my self-imposed vow of silence to say that it was not a great idea to start analyzing the PHC conflict on my blog. In fact, it was a bad idea - the lesser of two bad ideas. The worse idea would have been to
not post about the PHC conflict.
I think this is part of what has made me feel so strange for the past month. Ideals diffract in this world's fallen atmosphere so that even the best choice is never perfect. Sometimes the right choices are less perfect than other times. Sometimes you have to stop holding out for the last bit of data that will make your case irrefutable and just put yourself out there for criticism you know is well-founded.
This is the real world, little Sarah; time to grow up. You've been wrong about some things you believed in more thoroughly than you ought. You really do need God's mercy and grace, and now you can
feel your need. Isn't that grand?
See everyone next Friday.