So many things I could say, and want to say, but a barrier stands in the way of every one. One is not proprietous; one would give away a bit of my most secret hopes and dreams. But that is all right, for all I truly wished to say with this post is that I know now why time has slowed down during this break. I haven't put God first of all. He has given me this time, and He has put me right where I am. I can use the time, or I can moon for what comes after. I choose to do the former. :)